When thoughts flow faster than you want them to..
Its a Sunday. A pretty normal Sunday. Except I didn't do anything I'd remotely be proud of! Had a test at 8 in the morning. But did not go. And what excuse did I give for that - Rain! Its been raining continuously since last night. But then again, its Bombay. Incessant rains are oh-so-normal during mid-August. Maybe I just didn't want to go.. It was difficult to answer my mum when she asked me why I gave it a miss. She has been sensing a kind of gloom in me.. I mean I can see that too! My moods swing up and down a million times! I'm restless, sad, happy, tired, exhausted, jealous, clueless and confused most of the times these days! Somehow, deep down, I also know the reason for this turmoil..
The sad part is, I ain't doing anything to make things better! All I do is sulk, lament and tweet about it! What good is that going to do? I don't know. And somehow I don't care..yet.
I need to figure out what I really like and want to do for a considerable part of my life.
I know I love cars, twitter, geography, soccer, tennis , London among the other things. But how can I channel my passions into something worthwhile (I mean it literally! Time and Money wise)
Tweeting is a lot of fun. Twitter is quiet. And 1d world can really be a much needed pick-me-up sometimes. And then there is Pinterest. You keep pinning random stuff on personalized boards. Its nice. But it will lose its novelty in a while. This is what I am talking about. I lose interest in things real soon. Which may be normal..definitely not good though. The things I listed before were the few things which still hold some kind of charm. There may be a few others, but they aren't even worth mentioning.
Anyway someone sure was right in coming up with the quarter-life-crises theory. It exists! And I am going through it.
Bombay is like an addiction. It isn't good for you, but you need that high of neon and insomnia, concrete & opportunity. -Courtesy Mumbai, Meri Jaan (Brilliant book!)
The sad part is, I ain't doing anything to make things better! All I do is sulk, lament and tweet about it! What good is that going to do? I don't know. And somehow I don't care..yet.
I need to figure out what I really like and want to do for a considerable part of my life.
I know I love cars, twitter, geography, soccer, tennis , London among the other things. But how can I channel my passions into something worthwhile (I mean it literally! Time and Money wise)
Tweeting is a lot of fun. Twitter is quiet. And 1d world can really be a much needed pick-me-up sometimes. And then there is Pinterest. You keep pinning random stuff on personalized boards. Its nice. But it will lose its novelty in a while. This is what I am talking about. I lose interest in things real soon. Which may be normal..definitely not good though. The things I listed before were the few things which still hold some kind of charm. There may be a few others, but they aren't even worth mentioning.
Anyway someone sure was right in coming up with the quarter-life-crises theory. It exists! And I am going through it.
Bombay is like an addiction. It isn't good for you, but you need that high of neon and insomnia, concrete & opportunity. -Courtesy Mumbai, Meri Jaan (Brilliant book!)
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